The Final Book of Revelation:

Epilogue

Hi all after 61 years on this planet and about 38 years studying the mysteries I have come to an inevitable conclusion and it is really not at all what I expected to find. It is certainly not the pot of gold I thought I would find at the end of the rainbow and sadly it is not at all the prize I had been hoping for. Not really sure what I expected to find but I had long used as part of my signature ... "Look for "The Truth" and one day it might find you". Well I have found what I have noted to be the truth after years and years of patient study and as Jack Nicholson tried to warn me ... "You want The Truth ... You can't handle the truth" and I think he was correct for the truth I have found is depressing and cold and without hope or redemption, it is without reward and without honor, it is without rhyme and also lacking in reason. It is simply ... The Truth and The Truth hurts. I think I can see now why "Mankind" or "whatever" created "Mankind" decided to invent "God" for without this one ray of sunshine to cling to, existence would be as shallow as a small dank pond and equally as drinkable. Yes folks I think I have found the meaning of life and again it is not what I expected. It is somewhat tragic in The Greek sense that I have spent a considerable part of my life searching for the meaning of life only to find out that life as we know it is simply an illusion of sorts. Not real at all and certainly not a beginning for anything else. Mind over matter is an old saying. How true that is. And now a few things seem clear to me. Why there are no images of The Pyramids being built and why certain things happen on certain days such as JFK on 11/22 and of course 9/11 and 3/11. And further why the epochs on Earth correspond to the solar system which in turn correspond to the wavelengths of light and why if we check the dates 3100 BC and 1900 BC and 1200 BC (numbers from The Barone Progression) they have so many things occurring. And why The Universe seems to be expanding in a direct ratio to our collective intelligence and consciousness and why there are always tantalizing new discoveries to keep us searching for the answer in a past that I have come to doubt ever really existed. It is a long story and I have just begun to spin the tale.


It is eerie that questions that go to the crux of reality do not sit well with the masses. They are content to watch Survivor and Dancing With The Stars and the various inane sporting event finals and think that any of it is important. I cringe every time I see a bunch of co-workers go running over to the TV wall to watch a goal or a "good" play. It is truly pathetic. To them their life is complete. Give them a beer a TV and they have reached their Nirvana. A tragic waste of DNA.

To me there are many unanswered questions about myself and my life. There have been a couple of times during my 61 years where I should have died. I should not be here. I should be dead. In fact there was one instance where I was in a collision with another vehicle at about 30 kilometers an hour and although I would not have been hurt too bad ... I DID NOT EVEN MOVE FORWARD. That my friends is impossible in this present reality. The Law of Inertia does not allow something like this to happen. Since this was before seat belts were mandatory in all cars I should have kept moving forward at 30 kilometers an hour but I didn't. So somehow I superseded the Law of Inertia. Wonder how I did that ? Oh I know there are those out there who will attempt to seek solace and understanding in the fact that maybe I am wrong. That this did not happen. Well it happened in broad daylight and on a job where I used to take cars off of railway cars. No drink, no dope no nothing.

I used to think there was a Guardian Angel watching over us, a sort of God if you will but I now realize, or have come to the conclusion that it is ME, yes folks I am my own Guardian Angel. For do they not always say you can not die in your dreams ?

So what is death ? And what happens when we wake up ? What do YOU think is "The Truth" of it all ?

Do you really want to know the truth ? Remember a lot of us can't handle The Truth. 

 To begin our tale I have to go back to the instant where it basically exploded. Yes it literally exploded in my head. An epiphany if you will or was it a stroke ? Or something else ? Whatever it was it was a blinding flash of light that started deep within the center of my brain and started pulling everything toward it and I started seeing connections being made and everything that I had heard, read, felt or saw was drawn to a pinpoint in my brain and then started making the connections to other parts and the light, blinding in its intensity and then after it was over, I think it lasted about a minute but I really can't be sure, my face shone as it was described for Moses and and I knew and I had it, and when asked what I knew and what I had I simply stated ... everything !

Woh everything you say ? Yes everything. But "all knowledge" can not be dealt with and so I began to write and write and write and I was awake and writing 23 hours a day. No tiredness, no fatigue and my mind churning like a cauldron. Everything that I have come up with in the last 13 years always goes back to that one instant of time where I was enlightened. I knew it all then but it was a meaningless jumbo of confused thoughts coming at me with a force I could not deal with. I actually put many of my thoughts of those days down in earlier web pages and I will deal with them in due course. My fabric of time web page where I was convinced that there was a fabric running throughout time and my "In The Beginning" web page where I suggested these thoughts:

... In the Beginning ... Was a new beginning

"In the beginning was "The Word" and the word was a god" This is how The Bible starts and I have often wondered what this "word" was of which it speaks. I think perhaps I now know. For what are words but merely thoughts put to paper. So we actually could read it this way: "In the beginning was thought and thinking was a god". Once one approaches it from this avenue many new doors of reason are opened up. I will show you some of the ones I have opened and then feel free to go out and open your own.

If one looks at it his way there can be no past for the beginning itself is the ability to think. And the only future that can be is the one we set for ourselves and none of us wish to die so following this concept the thought can never die and therefore the future is truly infinite. For we have set an infinite number of possible futures which are all interconnected to the now and our present frame of mind. With this in mind let us explore the world we, and I mean every single one of us on Earth, have created for ourselves.

To do this we must start in the past for it seems to exist but does it really ? What proof do we have that it exists ? Only artifacts and ruins and shards of some distance dim time that none of us can really prove really existed. We only assume it exists because of what we perceive as evidence but could not one of us or all of us have planted this evidence ? Or perhaps something else has planted this evidence. How can we really be sure ? It is my contention that we have all been brought to this singular point in time to finally reach out on the next step of our evolutionary process and explore the heavens that either we ourselves have created or the cosmic conscience has created for us to explore. But since we are all part of the cosmic conscience are we all not in fact the cosmic conscience and therefore all of us every single thing on the planet and in the heavens are controlling this. Are we not all put together this God we have all searched for ? Think about it for now. I am back and will keep coming back. If we all are part of this then let's analyze what has gone wrong. We all believe in a "Golden Time" when life was good and peaceful and wonderful or at least we long for this concept. Why do we not enjoy it ? Why don't you tell me ? ...

Not exactly where I am now but I did stop there along the way in arriving where I am now.

And then I started to notice that the clouds formed patterns or started to form patterns and faces and shapes and animals THE MOMENT I STARTED LOOKING AT THEM. It was if I was controlling them It was unclear then what was happening but it is much clearer now. And I actually started seeing images in water drying on my back porch. It is because I was controlling it and enjoying it and it was meant for my amusement. So many sign posts up and staring me in the face. Now that I can read the writing on them it is very clear where they are leading me.

Eternal rest they call it.

Your just reward it is called by others.

The end of the play for others and no I am sorry there will be no encore and no bows.

Once the lights go out ....